i changed my miiind...

First off congrats to the Bengals for beating the Broncos on MNF!!!! My grandma is in town for the week, and i have to clean my room! aaahhhhh

Now onto the serious stuff.
I really would like to know what the hell God was thinking when she decided to tell Adam that Eve was for companionship. If we didn't have to worry about finding a mate, our lives would be so much better off. Yet here we are dealing with these issuses.
What does this have to do with me? Well let's just be blunt. It really sucks to tell someone who likes you that you just wanna be friends. Yet would it be better to lie and lead someone on? The problem is that people jump into relationships too fast, and they're most of the time with the wrong person. That is why the divorce rate in this country is almost 50%.
As a child from a broken home, I do not want to have to experience the same hurt that my parents(esp. my Mom) did. Even if the relationship doesn't last, I have found that is really impt for me to feel attracted to someone physically, that they are my equal mentally , and can understand me emotionally.
I also cannot enter into a good relationship with someone when I can't share what I've been goin thru with them. I need to focus on me, then the man who is right for me will come along.





and for the frustration? welllll.....I'm sure there is a man out there who can make me enjoy it!