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I have fallen in love. with an idea, a novel series, an author. What I'm saying is that I've read 3 Anne Rice books, and I'm not just hooked. In love is the best way to describe it.
I have read very many books that envelop my soul with the words and truly take me on a journey through time. Rarely have I felt so satisfied as when I do when I have completed a book in The Vampire Chronicles. But I'm not merely satisfied, at the same time I ache for more. More of the lives of the fictional vampires and the troubled centuries they live. The questions they ask of themselves are the same as my own, yet they have infinity to ponder them!!!
Oh the world of vampires,mythical creatures who've enchanted human imaginations for who knows how long!!!!

With my state of mind these past few weeks, the idea of becoming a vampire has intrigued me. Now I know they most likely don't exist, but who knows. Anywhoo, what I'm trying to say is......fuck if I know. I have no idea how I would react with the option or reality of immortality. I would most likely want to someone else with me, because I know I couldn't go through the times all alone. But how powerful would I be!! To not have to worry about disease, eternity, confronting all my sins and failures before God!

as y'all can see.....I enjoy reading and am slowly losing my sanity.

Help would be greatly appreciated