5.14.2005

i just don't understand

First off, let me anounce to the world that I have a 4.0!!! LOLOLOL....Off 2 classes, one being chrous. Oh well. I'll claim it while I have it. I know I'll have an A in French because I already got an A on the lab final(a skit, super easy). It's basically mine to lose.
The concert and my solo went really well, to the point that a woman came up to me afterwards and said, "That was really good. I was impressed. Why aren't you studying voice?" She then said to come see her, so I'm assuming that she is a vocal teacher. I can't wait to take lessons again, so I can get my range back and grow as a vocal artist, lol.

Now what is it I don't understand? Relationships confuse me. Maybe this is because I am a little to open about how I feel and what I choose to share with people. No I don't go arounf telling secrets, but if I mention something, it's not because I want you to act on it. It's just a part of me that I want to share with someone else. Now this has bitten me in the ass several times, so I'm learning where the lines should be.
At the same time, I try not to lie to myself about my emotions anymore. It doesnt help to deny them, so I just work on accepting them. And I try not to worry about other people accepting me either. Quite frankly I have my friends and family who love me and that's all I need. I'm not going to try to make any outside aquaintance/passer-by happy just because I'm different from them. Take me as I am or keep it moving. I'm not changing for anybody, and I try not to expect people to change for me.


well lookit that......a real post w/no quiz results. somethin must be wrong with me ahahaha

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