what the fuck??

first let's get the inconsequential bullshit out of the way.

1)people need to get off marcus vick's jock. i don't care who the man's brother is...he is a classless thug trying to ride off of his famous last name. i sincerely hope he does not get drafted, that would be a horrible message: "hey kids! get 14 year old girls drunk and drive with weed in the car THEN stomp on a DE's leg after driving with a SUSPENDED LISCENSE...oh yeah don't forget brandishing a firearm at a mcdonald's parking lot kiddies!"

um, no. i'd like to think the country hasn't gone that far down the tube.

2) why was the steelers defense not called out for playing dirty aganist the bengals? i don't care what they said, they dont give a damn about carson palmer tearing his ACL.


now consquential shit:
why the FUCK do i always make the same damn mistakes? for once, can an attractive guy be nice too?? is it so damn hard?? is God trying to tell me that there is no partner for me, that i will be alone for the rest of my life? cuz that's how i'm taking it. this is the ABSOLUTE last time i lay my heart on the line. clearly i'm not strong enough to protect myself from assholes, so i will stay in my exile alone....i guess alone is the safest place for me.