*sigh*

driven......driven thru/around/in-between/under emotions. i'm soo soo tired of this. i want my heart to be turned off. i need to forget certain memories that insist on staying fresh in my mind. no more unanswered questions, fantasy what-if games. i just need to talk to someone to distract me from all this. unfortuantely, those people all live far away.....and have lives......
which leaves me alone in my own personal black hole of confucksion never to be rescued.


music: my immortal, take a bow, and most things not about love