I wish I were special.........

At a time when things are supposed to be turning around for me, I have managed to trun my schedule around to being nocturnal again. I am comletely terrified of going back to school again it's not even funny. I wish someone understood how I felt, maybe some unknown out in the universe does. My mother is worried because I don't eat as I should. When I graduated from high school I weighed 170lbs. On Monday I weighed 159lbs. I'm trying to "stay sane inside insanity", but it's really hard.

I need a vacation or retreat.


Someone wanna take me to Vegas??